Odaya girer girmez, Azza\u2019n\u0131n \u00fczerine atlad\u0131. \u00d6ylesine tutkuyla \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlard\u0131 ki yan odadaki \u00e7ocu\u011fun uyanabilece\u011fi tehlikesini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmediler bile. Sa\u011f eli Azza\u2019n\u0131n boynuna sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, sol eli memesini yo\u011furuyordu. Azza geri geri giderek, Ader\u2019i yatak odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.
\nAzza yata\u011fa s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc f\u0131rlad\u0131. Ader pantolonunu bile soyamadan, \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131 ve hemen Azza\u2019ya girmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Delicesine keyif al\u0131yorlard\u0131. Hen\u00fcz tecr\u00fcbeli cinsel hayat\u0131 olmayan gen\u00e7ler gibi, her saniyesi bir ilk gibi g\u00fczeldi.
\nZirveleri \u00f6ylesine uyumluydu ki art\u0131k, tam ula\u015facaklar\u0131 anda, kom\u015funun duvara vurdu\u011funu i\u015fittiler.
\n\u201cBiraz daha sakin olur musunuz?\u201d
\nBir anda g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. G\u00fclmek bazen seksi mahveder, bazen de daha g\u00fczel yapar. \u0130ki dakika sonra i\u015fi bitirdiler.
\n\u201cBen hemen du\u015f almaya gidiyorum.\u201d, dedi Ader.
\n\u201cDikkatli ol. Unar uyanmas\u0131n.\u201d
\n\u201cTabii ki.\u201d
\nAzza soyunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile. Sadece ete\u011fini indirdi ve yata\u011fa oturdu. Yandan telefonunu ald\u0131. Mesajlara bakacakt\u0131. Yeni bir \u015fey yoktu. \u00d6\u011fleden sonra hava durumuna bakt\u0131. Ya\u011fmur g\u00f6steriyordu.
\n\u201cHaziran\u2019da ya\u011fmura uyuz oluyorum.\u201d, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.
\nYar\u0131m saat ge\u00e7ti, Ader banyodan d\u00f6nmedi. Kontrol etmek i\u00e7in, kap\u0131y\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130\u00e7eride Ader yere uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Panik halinde yan\u0131na geldi, sarst\u0131, ancak Ader hi\u00e7bir i\u015faret g\u00f6stermedi. Nefesini yoklad\u0131. Yok. Nabz\u0131na bakt\u0131. Yok.
\n\u201cNe oldu bu amcaya?\u201d
\n\u201cSen ne zaman kalkt\u0131n?\u201d
\n\u201cUyumad\u0131m. Uykum yok.\u201d
\nAzza\u2019n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yerde yatan bu adam\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu mu, ona ne oldu\u011funu mu anlatsa, adama yard\u0131m m\u0131 etse, \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kald\u0131.
\n\u201cSen odana git.\u201d
\n\u201cNiye amca yerde yat\u0131yor?\u201d
\n\u00c7ocu\u011fu kolundan tutup, banyodan uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Odas\u0131na kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcnce, o iki saniyede ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.
\n\u201cAmca su i\u00e7mek i\u00e7in banyoya girdi. Bir \u015fey olmu\u015f. Doktor \u00e7a\u011f\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m. Sen odadan \u00e7\u0131kma.\u201d
\n\u201cAma tuvaletim geldi.\u201d
\n\u201cTamam. Ama amcaya bakma.\u201d
\nUnar tuvaletini bitirdikten sonra, bir daha adama bakt\u0131 ve \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, odas\u0131na gitti. \u0130yi ki adam \u00e7\u0131plak de\u011fildi. Kocaman bir havluya sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Aksi halde Unar\u2019dan \u00e7ok utanacakt\u0131.
\nAzza ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Konu kom\u015funun, e\u015f dostun \u015fimdi haberi olacakt\u0131. Kom\u015fusuyla, hem de kom\u015fulardan en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 Aynet\u2019in e\u015fiyle ili\u015fkisi oldu\u011funu nas\u0131l anlatacakt\u0131? Aynet\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcne nas\u0131l bakacakt\u0131? D\u00fcnyas\u0131 bir anda y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131.
\nDoktor yerine, Aynet\u2019i telefondan arad\u0131.
\n\u201cBir i\u015fim vard\u0131. Geliyorum.\u201d
\n10 dakika \u00f6ylesine adama bak\u0131yordu. Ne g\u00fczel anlard\u0131 az \u00f6nce. \u0130\u00e7inde h\u00e2l\u00e2 onun izleri vard\u0131. Akt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hissediyordu.
\nAynet kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7almadan i\u00e7eri girdi.
\n\u201cNe oldu? Niye tel\u00e2\u015fl\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d
\nAzza banyo kap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7ekildi. \u0130\u00e7eride yatan kocas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, ne diyece\u011fini \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u201cNe i\u015fi var burada?\u201d
\n\u201cArkandan i\u015f \u00e7eviriyorduk. \u00c7ok utan\u0131yorum. \u00d6ld\u00fcr beni.\u201d
\nBeklenmedik bu geli\u015fme, Aynet\u2019in de dilini \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc.
\n\u201cBen de senin kocanla az \u00f6nce oteldeydim. Ben de \u00e7ok utan\u0131yorum. Ne oldu b\u00f6yle bize? B\u00f6yle de\u011fildik.\u201d
\nAzza\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131 ve g\u00f6zleri karard\u0131. Ba\u015fka bir durumda kad\u0131na kim bilir ne yapabilirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc kocas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok k\u0131skan\u0131yordu. \u00c7ok yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131yd\u0131.
\n\u201cAzza, \u015fimdi ba\u015fka \u015feyleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenin zaman\u0131 de\u011fil. \u015eunun \u00e7aresine bakal\u0131m.\u201d
\n\u201cNe yapabiliriz, peki? Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdan savamay\u0131z ki.\u201d
\nAynet biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckten sonra:
\n\u201cBizim banyoya ta\u015f\u0131yal\u0131m. Sanki orada olmu\u015f gibi g\u00f6sterelim. Ger\u00e7ekler anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131rsa, her ikimiz rezil oluruz.\u201d
\nAzza d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden, buna raz\u0131 oldu. En az\u0131ndan kendi evinde adam olmayacakt\u0131.
\nBir battaniyeye sar\u0131p, giri\u015fi yoklad\u0131lar, kimsenin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan emin olduklar\u0131nda, kar\u015f\u0131daki daireye ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131lar. Katta zaten bu iki daire vard\u0131. Kimse de g\u00f6rmeyecekti.
\nAynet\u2019in banyosunda, Ader\u2019i Azza\u2019n\u0131n banyosunda oldu\u011fu \u015fekilde yere yerle\u015ftirdiler. Du\u015fu a\u00e7\u0131p, duvarlar\u0131 ya\u015flat\u0131p, etraf\u0131 buharlatt\u0131lar.
\n\u201c\u015eimdi acil servisi ar\u0131yorum.\u201d
\nAynet telefondayken, Azza da kocas\u0131 Benor\u2019u aramak i\u00e7in, kendi evine gitti.
\n\u201cNeredesin, Benor? Hemen eve gelebilir misin?\u201d
\n\u201cTamam. Hemen. Ne oldu?\u201d
\n\u201cAynet geldi. Ader kalp krizi ge\u00e7irmi\u015f. Hemen ko\u015ftum. Yapacak bir \u015fey yoktu. \u015eimdi doktoru ar\u0131yor.\u201d
\nBenor evde Ader\u2019in kar\u0131s\u0131 Aynet\u2019in kendisiyle olan ili\u015fkisini anlam\u0131\u015f, kavga \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, sonra da Aynet\u2019in Ader\u2019i \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00c7ok korktu. Herkese rezil olacakt\u0131. Oysa toplumda o \u00e7ok namuslu bir adamd\u0131.
\nHemen eve ko\u015fmak yerine, gelecekte lekeyle ya\u015fayamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 farketti.
\nYeni D\u0131\u015f \u0130\u015fleri Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 binas\u0131n\u0131n hemen kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki parkta arabas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131, Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki k\u00f6pr\u00fcye gitti. \u00d6lmek i\u00e7in y\u00fcksek bir k\u00f6pr\u00fc de\u011fil, ancak kafas\u0131yla atlarsa, belki beyin sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00f6lebilecekti. H\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden hemen atlad\u0131. U\u00e7arken, iyi ki kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bu ili\u015fkiden haberi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Yoksa mah\u00e7up olacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Odaya girer girmez, Azza\u2019n\u0131n \u00fczerine atlad\u0131. \u00d6ylesine tutkuyla \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlard\u0131 ki yan odadaki \u00e7ocu\u011fun uyanabilece\u011fi tehlikesini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmediler bile. Sa\u011f eli Azza\u2019n\u0131n boynuna sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, sol eli memesini yo\u011furuyordu. Azza geri geri giderek, Ader\u2019i yatak odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Azza yata\u011fa s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc f\u0131rlad\u0131. Ader […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-66","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kisa-hikayeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=66"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":69,"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66\/revisions\/69"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=66"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=66"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=66"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}