{"id":44,"date":"2021-10-23T11:00:12","date_gmt":"2021-10-23T10:00:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/?p=44"},"modified":"2021-10-23T11:00:13","modified_gmt":"2021-10-23T10:00:13","slug":"doyamiyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/oktayahmed.com\/golge\/doyamiyorum\/","title":{"rendered":"Doyam\u0131yorum"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Vallahi bu, G\u00fcncel\u2019in odas\u0131na kapanmas\u0131n\u0131n yirmi, yirmi birinci g\u00fcn\u00fc oluyordu. Zaten \u00dcsk\u00fcp dedikodusu bunu farketmez mi? Hemen te\u015fhis koyuldu: bu adam deli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Adam delirdi diye falan bir \u015fey yoktu. Ama sanki bu denize dizlere kadar girmi\u015fti. Ge\u00e7enlerde bana:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#8220;Sen bir y\u0131ld\u0131za oturup da, bir taraf\u0131n yanarsa, doktora ba\u015fvurur musun?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eaka zannederek ben de:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>_&#8221;Doktora de\u011fil, ama eczaneye ba\u015f hap\u0131 almaya mutlaka&#8221; \u015feklinde cevap verdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcncel bir ara duraklad\u0131ktan sonra:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#8220;Yine de sen doktorla bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f. Belki i\u015fidece\u011fin \u015feyler var&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O g\u00fcnden beri ben de takt\u0131m kafama: G\u00fcncel galiba ger\u00e7ekten de kendisine yabanc\u0131la\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. \u00dc\u00e7 haftal\u0131k oda kapan\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fitir i\u015fitmez, hemen ailesini arad\u0131m, durumu kayna\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anla\u015ft\u0131k. Cuma g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6\u011fleden sonra ailesini ziyaret edip, G\u00fcncel\u0131i odas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karmaya kand\u0131racakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oda kap\u0131s\u0131na bir iki defa vurdum. Hemen kendimi takdim ettim. Kendisinden iki misli daha gen\u00e7 oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in, o\u011flu gibi sayard\u0131. Yaz\u0131 yazmakla u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan dolay\u0131 ise, benimle gururlan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odada bir hareketli sesler i\u015fidildi. Her halde oday\u0131 aralad\u0131. Kap\u0131y\u0131 hemencecik a\u00e7t\u0131. Girdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#8220;Merhaba G\u00fcncel Amca. Nas\u0131ls\u0131n?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#8220;\u0130yi de\u011fil delikanl\u0131. \u015eu yatakta Nejl\u00e2\u0131n\u0131n yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kimse kabul etmiyor. Oysa baksana, ne g\u00fczel uyuyor.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odan\u0131n tek yata\u011f\u0131 bo\u015ftu. \u0130\u015fi \u00e7akarak:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#8220;Hakl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Hi\u00e7 mi uyanm\u0131yor?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#8220;Ara s\u0131ra g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7\u0131yor, ama haftalarca kalkm\u0131yor. \u00dcstelik&#8230;bak&#8221; dedi ve sol elinin \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yle sert\u00e7e \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131 ki, kanad\u0131. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Elini yalayarak \u0131slak g\u00f6zlerle:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#8220;Ne g\u00fczel kan de\u011fil mi? 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